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Monday, June 6, 2016

It's Only Been a Year But...

Its' only been a year but it's felt longer than that.
It's only been a year but my heart never stop hurting.
It's only been a year but my world seems had it end.

People said memories will be there forever but...
how long will I remember it properly?
how long will I live by treasure it solely?
how long will I have to go on just only with it?

People said time will heal but...
why my heart still bleed?
why my tears can't stop?
why my soul has lost its joy?

Day by day seems hard to go on.
Day by day missing you like crazy.
Day by day regret keep coming to me.
So many what if.

Keep telling my heart to live well, live fully, just live but I just can't.
Need you here to keep me alive.
There's no word to describe how precious you are to me.
I love you mama. I'll miss you forever.

Monday, January 18, 2016

He's not perfect...


I'm not looking for someone who's perfect.
But if he can make me laugh at least once,
causes me to think twice,
and if he admits to being human and making mistakes,
I'll hold onto him and give him the most I can.

I won't hurt him,
I won't change him,
I won’t analyze,
and I won’t expect for more than he can give.

I'll smile when he makes me happy,
yell when he makes me mad,
and miss him when he’s not here.

Because perfect guys don’t exist,
but he will always perfect for me...

Happy New Year...

New year, new journey, new hope...