Stay

I don’t hear about you as much these days
I used to laugh and cry by hearing about you once in a while
It feels like you’re getting farther away
I spend days, trembling in anxiety

My earnest heart becomes lingering feelings that torture you
Nights without you get drenched by me
With dried lips, I still call out to you
Stay by my side

Meet other girls
and see how good I was to you
Just like embracing thorns,
even with scars, I pulled you in
Fine, do whatever you want without me,
I’ll go pick you up not too late
We’re just taking a break right now,
it’s still not over

Even if you meet someone else
Even if I’m not your love anymore
So I can feel you at least a little bit
Stay close to me my love

Don’t get far away baby, stay by my side
Don’t get apart from me baby, stay by my side
Don’t go away, so some day when you come back
You will be comfortable

Stay by my side
Stay by my side
Even if I live without you, it feels like I’m dead
Now come back to me...

Time : 12시 30분

A noisily breaking glass bottle,
is that how we are?
The sky seems so low,
it seems like it’ll collapse at any time
You used to ask why I came so late,
that you waited for me, happy for my love
But now you’re frozen,
colder than a stranger you run into by chance

Your bright smile (bright smile)
your warm embrace (your face)
It feels like I can’t see it or touch it now,
it scares me

Right now,
we’re like the clock hands at 12:30
Our backs turned against each other, looking at different places,
about to throw everything away
Right now, we’re like the clock hands at 12:30
We’re walking to a place
that we can never return from

Time used to follow us but now it has stopped
Instead of an “us” it’s just “you” and “me”
Rather than saying every little thing passed by
It feels like I’ve lost it instead,
your hands used to be so warm
I already know you were being shaken
so I held onto you tighter
I held you, I trapped you,
because my love became more venomous
Yeah I know it’s all my fault but
I couldn’t let go
of the feelings, the hope

Your bright smile (bright smile)
your warm embrace (your face)
It feels like I can’t see it or touch it now,
it scares me

Right now,
we’re like the clock hands at 12:30
Our backs turned against each other, looking at different places,
about to throw everything away
Right now, we’re like the clock hands at 12:30
We’re walking to a place
that we can never return from

When our break up starts to kneel before me
Then I believe time will follow us once again,
I believe that time will come
I’m letting you go right now,
I’m letting you go and everything has stopped
But I believe the broken clock
will move once again

Right now,
we’re like the clock hands at 12:30
Our backs turned against each other, looking at different places,
about to throw everything away
Right now, we’re like the clock hands at 12:30
We’re walking to a place
that we can never return from

Will You Marry Me?

Will you marry me?
Will you live forever with me?
For loving each other

I want to have children, the one looks like me, another one looks like you
And live together happily for a hundred or a thousand years
I love you more than you love me
And people say that is the best between a man and a woman

Marry me, there’s a feeling of happiness everyday
And I look forward for tomorrow with you
That's why I'm nervous
You're the best, no matter how much I see you
Until our black hair becomes white
Until our lives end
Even I put water to your hands, I won't put tears in your eyes

You as my half, I as your half
I’ll love you as long as I breathe
When time goes by and we get wrinkles
You and I will be together like now

I’ll love you more, I’ll protect you
If you're crying, having a hard time and being hurt, I’ll feel it with you
I’ll love you forever, I’ll protect you forever
I want to love only you everyday
I’m thankful that I’ve met someone like you

You’re like the light which lightened up my dark life
The sound of soup boiling greeting me
The rain that falls on my thirsty heart
The poem that contains the meaning of love
The string of destiny that the heavens have allowed
The meeting between you and I was meant to be
You’ll be irreplaceable even if I was given the whole world

You’ll be the only person in my life forever
If you're crying, having a hard time and being hurt, I’ll feel it with you
I’ll love you forever, I’ll protect you forever
I want to love only you everyday
I’m thankful that I’ve met someone like you

Will you marry me?

I’m Fine Thank You...

Tears are blocking my sight again
In case I see you
It has already gotten late without me knowing
Again today, I only waited for you

I call out to you like a fool
Some day, you’ll see me too
I wait for a long time while tears well up
Like this, another day passes

Just for today, I cry
Be happy forever, good bye
It’s okay if you think of me and smile sometimes
I’m fine thank you
Thank you

If you go on with your life as nothing happened
You might forget me
Even if you remember me sometimes
I’ll be fine so don’t worry

When I miss you so much that it’s hard
Be the wind and blow over to me
Sometimes, call my name from the hill over there
Then run to me and hold me tight

I’m fine thank you
Thank you...

Long Distance Love

You Were the Sun and Moon to Me...

It's raining, it's pouring
A black sky is falling
It's cold tonight

You gave me your answer
Goodbye
Now I'm all on my own tonight

And when the big wheel starts to spin
You can never know the odds
If you don't play you'll never win

We were in heaven you and I
When I lay with you and close my eyes
Our fingers touch the sky

I'm sorry baby
You were the sun and moon to me
I'll never get over you, you'll never get over me...

Insecurities

“No matter what kind of insecurities that you have, I want my love to be able to beat all those. To make you believe and love yourself. I love you that much, and more.”

~ Yunho, Only You

Finally...

“When I do get to watch the drama sometimes, it is good to see Kim (Jaejoong) working hard as an actor.”

~ Jung Yunho (“The Night Watchman” Press Conference 140729)

“Yunho yah, How are you? I’m doing fine.It will be your first historical, it will be hard. You will have a lot of outside scenes. You won’t have time, so CG process will be tight… also you will need to learn martial arts. So you will get tired physically and it will be hot so drink a lot of water. Working hard is a good thing; however, think about your body and take care of yourself while your filming. Jung Yunho will do well. Yunho yah fighting!”

~ Kim Jaejoong (“Triangle” Interview 140731)

Healing Hearts, Fading Scars...

"Although our first meeting wasn't based on pleasant reasons, I don't mind.If those bad things didn't happen, we wouldn't have met and we wouldn't be standing here right now, about to tie our fates together for eternity. Sometimes,you have to experience the greatest pain first before finding the greatest bliss. That's what happened to us, my love. And I'm thankful for it. Whenever I'm with you, I would lose control over my body, my heart, my mind, my soul. You send so many different emotions through me with every gaze, every smile and every touch you give me. And I love and welcome all of them because they are so utterly wonderful. I will love and treasure you for as long as I shall live. You will always be the keeper of my everything."

~ Mrs. Jung

"Sometimes when I catch myself looking at you, I would wonder whether I'm just dreaming because everything about you seems so surreal. Your beauty always stuns me and the beauty of your heart always leaves me speechless. You are truly breathtaking in every possible way, love. You are a strong mother, a devoted lover and a caring brother and son. You always put others first and sometimes forget to take care of yourself. But now I'm here and I will take care of you. I will protect you and cherish you until I shall draw my last breath. You don't deserve the best but more and I'm willing to continue trying to give you just that for eternity. I love you,beauty."

~ Mr. Jung

~ Yunnie and Jaejae Vow, Humble Wishes,Tender Kisses

Everlasting...

Calmly without any words
Towards the top of the city which has fallen asleep
One, two tiny fragments slip and rain down

The days which slip by and which I've become accustomed to
The trivial things in everyday life
The tears subconsciously well up

In the moonlight which arises in the deep of the night
Although I can't see the shadows of the both of us which darken
and overlap into one

Even if the time goes by
I'm still believing that this love has not ended

Amidst the small steps we are taking carefully
When we hear only the sounds of the snow shattering quietly

The you who gazed at me with your warm smile
Was so precious
I was not even able to meet your eyes

Amidst the snowflakes which dance lightly while raining down
While comforting my heart which was awkward and unsettled for no reason

Without any sound and secretly at some point in time
You and I melted into a white expanse

Following the memories, even if just for one day
If I am able to see the you who falls asleep at my side
How happy would that be

Gathering the scattered stars one by one
Underneath the sky in the deep of the night
I'm drawing out the constellation of an eternity

Once More...

You blow into my hands and disappear
When it seems like I can catch you
Like the cruel wind,
You get farther away

The night I quietly cried
As I held onto my heart
My day passed
As sadness in the darkness

Will I be able to see you
In my dreams?
If I anxiously wait,
Will I meet you?

I make a wish
On that lonely moon
Just once, just once more..
I say this alone mixed with tears

You only come to me
In my sad dreams
I know, I know but I can’t let you go
Even a little bit

I difficultly erase and erase
But I’m draw you out again
The painful memories
Make our love even sadder

No matter how much I hide it,
You fill up my eyes
The longing overflows like my tears,
What do I do?

I Have Nothing...

Share my life, take me for what I am
'Cause I'll never change all my colors for you
Take my love, I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are and everything that you do

I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I can't run from myself, there's nowhere to hide

Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you, you, you, you

You see through, right to the heart of me
You break down my walls with the strength of your love
I never knew love like I've known it with you
Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to

I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I can't run from myself, there's nowhere to hide
Your love I'll remember forever

Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me, no
Don't walk away from me

Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you
If I don't have you, oh you

For You...

Maybe we’re in a complicated fate,
Two people entangled with one another
Everyday I am in debt to you, not being able to pay you back

Sometimes like lovers, sometimes like strangers
Is it okay to live like this?
Even after all those mistakes and frequent break ups
You were always there

I know you’re the only one who can make me live in this world
In order to live without regrets, I need to hold onto you but…

My rough thoughts and my anxious eyes
You have seem them all
This is probably a war-like love
Because I’m dangerous
Because I love you
I will leave you

For you…I will leave.

고해 (Confession)

어찌합니까
What should be done
어떻게 할까요
What should I do
감히 제가 감히 그녀를 사랑합니다
I dare, I dare to love him
조용히 나조차 나조차도 모르게
To live quietly and pretending to have forgotten
잊은척 산다는건 살아도 죽은겁니다
That is a life that is just like death

세상의 비난도 미쳐보일 모습도
The criticism of the world and the portrayal of me as a madwoman
모두 다 알지만
I know of it all
그게 두렵지만 사랑합니다
I am afraid of it all but I love you

어디에 있나요
Where are you?
제 얘기 정말 들리시나요
Can you really hear me?
그럼 피 흘리는 가엾은 제 사랑을 알고 계신가요
Then do you know of my poor, bleeding love?
용서해주세요
Please forgive me
벌하신다면 저 받을께요
If you were to punish, I will gladly accept it
허나 그녀만은 제게 그녀 하나만 허락해 주소서
But, him, please allow me, just him and him only...

The Color Of The Night...

You and I moving in the dark
Bodies close but souls apart
Shadowed smiles and secrets unrevealed
I need to know the way you feel

I'll give you everything I am
And everything I want to be
I'll put it in your hands
If you could open up to me oh
Can't we ever get beyond this wall

'Cause all I want is just once
To see you in the light
But you hide behind
The color of the night

I can't go on running from the past
Lave has torn away this mask
And now like clouds like rain I'm drowning and
I blame it all on you
I'm lost - God save me...

'Cause all I want is just once
Forever and again
I'm waiting for you, I'm standing in the light
But you hide behind
The color of the night

Please come out from
The color of the night

Nine...

Look at me, look at me right now
I changed so much that it’s awkward but
Wait for me- let’s not get too far apart
I will promise to the world in front of me...

How Long Will I Love You...

How long will I love you?
As long as stars are above you
And longer, if I can.
How long will I need you?
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their plan.

How long will I be with you?
As long as the sea is bound to
Wash upon the sand.

How long will I want you?
As long as you want me to
And longer by far.
How long will I hold you?
As long as your father told you,
As long as you can.

How long will I give to you?
As long as I live through you
However long you say.

How long will I love you?
As long as stars are above you
And longer, if I may.

We’re all traveling through time together
Every day of our lives.
All we can do is do our best
To relish this remarkable ride.

New Year...

Another year. Another story.