It’s Only My World

With a little bit of worry in your eyes,

With a little bit of sorry in your smile
You say that I really don’t know how the world runs

Perhaps I don’t know how the world runs,
Perhaps I’ve left on this long journey alone.

But I have no regrets about my dreams of laughter and tears,
That is my world

But I just don’t regret all the dreams that I struggled to find,
That is my world...

2017...

Hope it's still not too late to wish Happy New Year, love...

It's Only Been a Year But...

Its' only been a year but it's felt longer than that.
It's only been a year but my heart never stop hurting.
It's only been a year but my world seems had it end.

People said memories will be there forever but...
how long will I remember it properly?
how long will I live by treasure it solely?
how long will I have to go on just only with it?

People said time will heal but...
why my heart still bleed?
why my tears can't stop?
why my soul has lost its joy?

Day by day seems hard to go on.
Day by day missing you like crazy.
Day by day regret keep coming to me.
So many what if.

Keep telling my heart to live well, live fully, just live but I just can't.
Need you here to keep me alive.
There's no word to describe how precious you are to me.
I love you mama. I'll miss you forever.

He's not perfect...

I'm not looking for someone who's perfect.
But if he can make me laugh at least once,
causes me to think twice,
and if he admits to being human and making mistakes,
I'll hold onto him and give him the most I can.

I won't hurt him,
I won't change him,
I won’t analyze,
and I won’t expect for more than he can give.

I'll smile when he makes me happy,
yell when he makes me mad,
and miss him when he’s not here.

Because perfect guys don’t exist,
but he will always perfect for me...

Happy New Year...

New year, new journey, new hope...

What is it about me that you love?

“Say… What is it about me that you love? Tell me a reason,”

~Jaejoongie 

“I love you… because you’re my other half, 

I love you because when we stand together, my body yields to you… 

I love you because being with you, everything in my life becomes the best of everything… 

I love you because you’re more to me than you ever understand, you’re everything…”.

~Yunnie

~Yunnie & Jaejoongie, Coffee Baby.

Relationship...

"There’s this case of starting out as friends, and then falling in love without knowing it. I fell in love this way, and I'm not sure why it is so. I just felt that it's really good being with someone who is like me. A person who likes the same things and someone that I would get along with is the type that I would fall for."

~ Jaejoong, AnAn April 2010 Interview