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Monday, December 19, 2011

Love Easy To Forget...




Even when my heart hurts, don't cry...
Even when I want to die, don't die...
If he want to leave, let him go...
Even if I want to hold on to him, don't.

Farewells are like this, at first it really, really hurts,
The sky is falling and everything else crashes, it's all chaos,
At times I can't sleep because I am mad,
And sometimes I can't sleep because I miss you so much,
And then it all starts to fade after that.

Don't act foolish, why I'm so weak?
The race has ended, but why I'm still running?
Do I really think that will make the other person feel guilty?
Isn't it better to move on and live?
Even when I know that farewell comes after love,
It is really hard to take it in,
Even when the lights turned off, this stupid love doesn't cool down.

But did you still love me? Genuinely love me?
Stop trying to know, who am I acting so foolish?
The moment I turn around they are just another person I don't know...
That is the cold true relationship between a guy and a girl.

Even when it feels like I am going to die at the moment,
Love is easy to forget,
If I must compare, it's like the candy stuck in my throat,
At first it's sweet, but when you accidentally swallow it,
It hurts as if your heart is all clogged up
This isn't the end, just the beginning,
Let's just rest a for a bit and make room for the new person to come in,
Because two minus one isn't zero it's one...

I have to keep enduring, I need to live somehow,
Don't hate anyone, don't even act foolish.

Because LOVE easy to forget.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Light Of My Sorrow, JunSeung...





You are My Virus...



I’m fine with waiting,
I’m fine with you not wanting to look at me,
Just stay next to me...

I’m fine with you cursing,
I’m fine with you hurting me,
I will do better...

I will hold it in,
Even if you hate me,
Even if you keep pushing me away...

Don’t leave me,
Don’t get a new girl,
I will bear everything for you,
I will love you a little more...

You are my virus,
You will make it harder on me,
You will make it painful for me,
When I look at you again,
My heart will hurt,
But still I want you,
I want you again and again,
I crazily want you...

I love you so much,
Even if i’m in pain after pain,
Even if i might lose everything,
I love you until the day I die...

Leave to me boy,
Take me with you,
Leaving that black wall behind,
Let’s head towards that dusk,
Remove that curtain covering the space between you and I,
Even thought it’s so hot that I might burn,
I will still jump in so that you won’t have to do anything,
Slowly, little by little, I will blend in...

I will hold it in,
Even if you hate me,
Even if you keep pushing me away,
Even if it hurts this much,
I love you...

It might not be the love that is beautiful,
It might not be the love that is blessed,
But if I can reach you,
I’m satisfied...

Just loving you,
I’m satisfied with just that...

Because you are my virus.