Love is...

Love is the new beginning,
love is appreciating every little thing, like food,
love is sharing pains,
love is the feelings of anxiety, lust, desire and want, denial and greed.

Love is uncontrollable, unbreakable, uncertainty, selfish and throbbing pains,
but love is also realization, selfless acts, ultimate happiness, balance and
the ability of letting love go, maybe is an act of love.

Or maybe love is a promise that lives in the heartbeats of those

who are giving it and receiving it.

And when you know what love really is,
love becomes an understatement.

Midnight...

How are you? Do you think of me from time to time?
In this long night, I close my eyes again
I think of you, I can't sleep, this is how I'm doing

The night is especially longer tonight, this night without you
I'm regretting that day I let you go
(Continuously muted and slowly forgotten)
That is how you will be one day

This night I can't fall asleep in So sad tonight
This night I can't spend with you
In the midnight a a a midnight
This Midnight I can't sleep from my thoughts of you

This night that found me again So sad tonight
This night I greet again without you
In the midnight a a a midnight a
This midnight I can't fall asleep without you

You found me faster than the time I take to blink
The love that left me, dear you can’t do this to me
Enough, it's enough, stop hurting me
This night I call pathetic never seems to end

Even though I don't want to bring up past stories
But I must have really liked you
(Continuously remembered and slowly yearning)
As more time elapses

This night I can't fall asleep in So sad tonight
This night I can't spend with you
In the midnight a a a midnight
This Midnight I can't sleep from my thoughts of you

This night that found me again So sad tonight
This night I greet again without you
In the midnight a a a midnight a
This midnight I can't fall asleep without you

That little star twinkling above, comfort me
Tonight is the night where everything collapses with no where else to rest
That little star twinkling above, comfort me
Collapsing without anywhere to rest

The night I count the stars, the night that slowly transforms because of the changing seasons
However, this night is still the night I still can't seem to fall asleep

This night that found me again So sad tonight
This night I greet again without you
In the midnight a a a midnight a
This midnight I can't fall asleep without you

Night I Count the Stars

In the skies with passing seasons
It’s full of the autumn.

Without any worries
I plan on counting all the stars in the autumn sky.

The one or two stars I hold in my heart
The reason I can’t count them
Is it because I realize the morning is coming,
Or it is because I realize I have tomorrow night as well,
It’s because I realize that my youth has yet to pass.

One star the memories
One star the love
One star the loneliness
One star the adoration
One star the poem
One star Mother, Mother

Mother, in one star, I say a beautiful thing at a time.
The names of the students I shared a table with in elementary school, Pe, Kyung, Ock, the names of these foreign students, the name of girls who already became mothers, the names of poor people, pigeons, puppies, rabbits, mule, deer, Fransis Jammes, Reiner, Maria, Rilke, I call out the names of these poets.

They are all so far away from me.
Just like how the stars are

Mother,
And you are far away in Bukgando.

I miss something
On top of this hill covered with so many star lights
I write my name, 
And covered it with dirt.

In its own way, the bug that stays up crying throughout the night
It realizes the embarrassing truth of its name.

But when the winter passes and the spring finds its way to my stars,
Like the green blades of grass growing on a grave mound
On top of the hill with my name written
The grass will grow proudly and flourish

I Am, I’m Music

I'm not a poet
And I can't talk like a poet
I just say whatever that comes to mind
Just whatever path my heart is headed

I'm not an artist
The beauty of light and dark
I can't draw that
I can only draw my heart's hope in my dreams

I'm not an actor
I don't know how to act
I want to live without lies, just the way it is
I want myself to seen the way I am
The way I am

I'm the major, I'm the minor, I'm the chorus, I'm the melody
My word, my sentence, my expression, my rhythm is in the music
I'm the beat, I'm the resting mark, I'm the harmony
I'm the forte, I'm the piano, the dreams and fantasy

I am, I'm, I'm music

I can't imagine my life without music

I'm not a philosopher
I don't know anything
At the place everyone is laughing and huddled around
I'm always just there

I don't know my manners
I can careless if people tell me I'm disrespectful
I despise dull things
I don't want it, I don't need something like an ordinary life

I think my heart is about to burst
I search for freedom and glory
Even though I may not know where I have to go
I'm willing to leave, wherever that may be

Love me exactly the way I am

I'm the major, I'm the minor, I'm the chorus, I'm the melody
My word, my sentence, my expression, my rhythm is in the music
I'm the beat, I'm the resting mark, I'm the harmony
I'm the forte, I'm the piano, the dreams and fantasy

I am, I'm, I'm music

Love me exactly the way I am

My Wish...

If I could have 3 wishes,
I wouldn’t wish for the stars, the moon and the riches in this life.
But for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week, and 13 months a year so
I can spend the longer time with you.

Sadly I know you do not belong to me, so
I will pray to God again and say;
I don’t need 3 wishes, just give me one wish.
I would just wish, please let him be happy, forever.

I want...

I want to be your bed in your room for just a day
I want to make you go to sleep, comfortably, warmly in my arms
For you, i'd win over all your problems and all your busy errands,
Even the monster in your dream

I wonder how a day without me passes by for you
I'm so curious to how much you really love me

I want to be your diary in your little drawer
I want to put all your secrets in my heart, without you knowing

I want to be your kitty for just a day
You feed it warm milk and softly embrace it
Seeing your playfulness with the cat and your cute kisses to it
I guess I even felt a little jealous

My heart is like this...
You're the only person who can see it
No matter who I see, or where I am,
I only look at you

I want to be your close lover just for a day
I'd be able to listen to your accomplishments
And even your complaints
Just for you

In my heart, in my soul
Love is still something thats awkward to me but
I want to you give you everything in this world
Even if it would only be in my dreams

My heart is like this
Just the fact that I can watch over you,
Makes me so grateful, I'm so happy, even if I lack a lot

I want to be your lover forever
When you are in my arms, I want to become stone
So we can stay this way forever...

Proposal of a Decade...

"Baby... ten years ago, when I proposed to you.. I told you that,

I want to be the one feeding you when you're hungry..
I want to be the one who wipe your tears whenever you cry..
I want to be the one cheering for you when you feel down..
I want to be the one kissing you whenever you're happy..
I want to be the one who calm you down whenever you're angry..
I want to be the one hugging you whenever you need someone..
I want to be the one who is always there for you even when you don't need me..

I'm still working on those promises.. Now that we've reached out tenth anniversary..

I want to be the one who grow old with you..
I want to be the one who walk with you down the river after we've handed our daughter to the man of her dreams..
I want to be the one who carries you when you get too tired to move..
I want to be the one who leave before you when you feel that your time is up..

I vowed once, I vowed twice.. and this is the tenth vow..
I vowed to love you till my last breath.. and in paradise shall we live together eternally.. it has been a pretty tough journey..

Lee Donghae.. are you still willing to go through this married life with me..?"

Eunhyuk to Donghae, Little Sunshine Grace With Love.