Love Is Punishment...

I should have not looked at you...
I should have lived in another world...
If I lived without knowing you...
I wouldn't have known this pain.

Even though everyday I erase you...
Even though every day I throw you away...
My heart has already hidden you inside...
And is not willing to let go, calling that love.

I believed love was happiness...
Love that can't be spoken is a punishment from the heavens...
My heart hurts every time I love you...
Because you live, wiping away your tears.

I have forgotten that you are my punishment...
My lips have forgotten you too...
I'm only scared that...
I might get crazy and tell you that I love you.

Should I love in my dreams...
As I cry and cry again...
And fall asleep in tears...
It's always the same after I wake up.

I love you, I love you like this...
Without anyone knowing, at a place where you aren't there, I'll say I love you...
For the fear that you may run after hearing it...
I love you without anyone knowing it.

I just said it just to laugh...
Why can't you understand how I feel...
I promised, but I am crazily in love again...
It's so cruelly gripping my heart and shaking me.

As I stand at the place where you left...
I still only look at you...
It hurts so, when will we...
Become strangers.

My heart doesn't stop...
Even if we said goodbye, we still loved each other...
It still seems like that now...
The pain doesn't wash away...
Even if I try to endure it...
It's so hard to live day by day without you...
You're my life.

You, you probably don't know...
The word "we" is slowly disappearing by your side...
Even if I promise again, my heart is so worn out...
That the word I love you...
Is starting to fade away.

If You Only Give Your Heart...

All alone - I see you standing there...
With nothing left to show me but your tears...
Feeling sad - what can you do?

Take a chance, you're gonna need someone...
To make you smile and chase away your fears...
Count on me - I care for you...

If you give your heart - and put your trust in me...
If you give your heart - I’ll try my best to be...
Everything you wanted and more...
It's you I adore - don't be afraid to try...

If you give your heart - I’ll give it all to you...
If you give your heart - I’ll make your dreams come true...
If you only give your heart...

Take my hand and walk along with me...
Love will be with you all the way...
So believe these words I say...

If you give your heart - and put your trust in me...
If you give your heart - I’ll try my best to be...
Everything you wanted and more...
It's you I adore - don't be afraid to try...

Give me a chance to always guide you...
Everywhere you may go...
And I will be there for you - whatever you do...
That's the one thing you should know...

I would give you the world - if you only give your heart.

There Is A Person...

There is a person,
Make me smile like an idiot only with his sweet words...
Make me flying only with his smile...
Make me feel blissful only with his appearance.

There is a same person,
Make me cry like crazy only with his cold words...
Make me sinking only with his glare eyes...
Make me feel miserable only with his disappearance.

He is the person,
Who can turn my smile to tears...
Who can turn my life upside down.

He is the same person,
Who I wish to hate in my entire life...
Who I wish to love till the end of my life.

You're My Unintended Choice...

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
He could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

I Hate You...

I hate you...
For make my life miserable...
For make me suffer...
For all my sleepless night.

I hate you...
For make me fall in love with you...
For make my heart hurts...
For all tears I shed for you.

I hate you but still my heart love you.

I'll Wait Because Of You...

It's killing me watching you being with her...
I'm dying just to see your sweet smile to her...
Knowing you enjoying your moment with her hurting me...
You just know how to make my life miserable...
Seriously, is there a sign over my heart that says "break this"?

I keep telling myself...
Dear heart..
Please, please get over him...
He is the reason why you're breaking.
So please, please move on.
But still my heart not listen.

My friends say I deserve someone better...
But that still doesn't make me want you any less.

My friends always ask till when I'll wait for you...
I don't like waiting too...
But if waiting means having you..
Then I'll wait until I have you.

I’ll stay…
May it will be more painful…
I’ll stay…
Even if it’ll cost me millions of pieces of my heart…

Because you mean the world for me...
And I think I Love You.

Think Of You...

You once make me feel special...
Then suddenly you leaves me hanging...
All I do just act like I don't care at all...

My heart drops every time I hear your name...
I fall back in love every time I see you...
But it doesn't change how wrong you did me...

They said no time is too long, no distance is too far...
If we made for each others...
Then I know we are not meant to be...
Cause you are so close yet too far to reach...

I'm leaving you behind...
All I want is the best for you...
Even if it means swallowing the sad reality...
That the best just isn't me...
And I'm nothing without you.