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Wednesday, February 22, 2017

It’s Only My World



With a little bit of worry in your eyes,
With a little bit of sorry in your smile
You say that I really don’t know how the world runs
Perhaps I don’t know how the world runs,
Perhaps I’ve left on this long journey alone.

But I have no regrets about my dreams of laughter and tears,
That is my world
But I just don’t regret all the dreams that I struggled to find,
That is my world...

2017...

Hope it's still not too late to wish Happy New Year, love...

Monday, June 6, 2016

It's Only Been a Year But...

Its' only been a year but it's felt longer than that.
It's only been a year but my heart never stop hurting.
It's only been a year but my world seems had it end.

People said memories will be there forever but...
how long will I remember it properly?
how long will I live by treasure it solely?
how long will I have to go on just only with it?

People said time will heal but...
why my heart still bleed?
why my tears can't stop?
why my soul has lost its joy?

Day by day seems hard to go on.
Day by day missing you like crazy.
Day by day regret keep coming to me.
So many what if.

Keep telling my heart to live well, live fully, just live but I just can't.
Need you here to keep me alive.
There's no word to describe how precious you are to me.
I love you mama. I'll miss you forever.

Monday, January 18, 2016

He's not perfect...


I'm not looking for someone who's perfect.
But if he can make me laugh at least once,
causes me to think twice,
and if he admits to being human and making mistakes,
I'll hold onto him and give him the most I can.

I won't hurt him,
I won't change him,
I won’t analyze,
and I won’t expect for more than he can give.

I'll smile when he makes me happy,
yell when he makes me mad,
and miss him when he’s not here.

Because perfect guys don’t exist,
but he will always perfect for me...

Happy New Year...

New year, new journey, new hope...

Thursday, October 15, 2015

What is it about me that you love?



“Say… What is it about me that you love? Tell me a reason,”

~Jaejoongie 

“I love you… because you’re my other half, 
I love you because when we stand together, my body yields to you… 
I love you because being with you, everything in my life becomes the best of everything… 
I love you because you’re more to me than you ever understand, you’re everything…”.

~Yunnie


~Yunnie & Jaejoongie, Coffee Baby.

Sunday, April 19, 2015

Relationship...



"There’s this case of starting out as friends, and then falling in love without knowing it. I fell in love this way, and I'm not sure why it is so. I just felt that it's really good being with someone who is like me. A person who likes the same things and someone that I would get along with is the type that I would fall for."



~ Jaejoong, AnAn April 2010 Interview

Real Love is...



Love... it's not just the churning in your stomach or the rapid beating of your heart upon seeing, upon being with someone. It's just not that feeling you get when you want so bad to be with someone; when you forget about everything and just see that one person. 

Real love is an act of the will. It's choosing to be with somebody no matter how bad things get. It's not giving into the temptation of leaving when you think things are going down. It's staying even when you don't get butterflies anymore. It's choosing to stay and to continue to care for a person despite anything and everything. That's what real love is.

Monday, February 16, 2015

Planetarium...



The moonlit night shows its face, and the children’s voices disappear
You are somewhere in that distant, distant sky, aren’t you?
Do you remember the constellation we found
When we snuck out to this park at the end of summer?

I want to go to where you are, I want to run there right now
It’s so dark I can’t see a thing, but it’s OK to be scared
Even now, the countless stars in the sky are here
I won’t cry; this is the beautiful sky I looked at with you

The sound of your shoes that echoed as far as that street, still remains in my ears
You’re thinking of it too, aren’t you, as you look at your huge shadow
You’d think I wouldn’t care at all, but a huge pain swells up
No matter how much I think of you, you’re gone

I want to go and be by your side, I may be small, I may be small
But I love you more than anything, and it makes me strong
I tried to make a quiet wish on a shooting star
But I won’t cry, I’m sure it’ll reach that beautiful sky

Even if I can’t see you, I want to trace back over our memories and feel that same happiness
The fireworks burst open, with that scent

I want to go to where you are, and take your little hand
I want to cry, this is, this is, that beautiful sky
I tried to make a quiet wish on a shooting star
But I want to cry, I’ll send the love that won’t reach you into this sky…

Thursday, February 5, 2015

Endless Love...



Release me from this mysterious waiting
the stars are falling; the wind is blowing.
Finally I can hold you in my arms.
Two hearts beating together.

Believe me that my heart has never-change
waiting a thousand year, You have my promise
No matter how many cold winter have passed
I will never let you go.

Every night my heart aches.
I never stop thinking of you.
I am used to being alone for such a long time
And I face it with a smile.
Believe me, I choose to wait.
Even though it’s painful, I won’t leave.
Only your tenderness can save me
From the endless cold.

Let the love in our hearts
Become a blossoming flower
We can pass through time, never bowing our heads,
And never giving up our dream.

Now hold my hands, and close your eyes
Please think about the days when we were in love.
We loved each other too much, it caused us such pain
We can’t even say “I love you”

We never forget our promise.
Only true love follows us
as we travel through the endless space and time.
Love is the only myth that exist in the hearts that never change.

Saturday, January 31, 2015

Letter...

Dear Jung,

                       'Sometimes humans put their heart in a battle it could never win,
                       for someone worth it. My heart had decided to feel so much for you,
                       it wasn't your fault, nor mine.'

                      Your words, I return them to you.
                      I might not be worth it, but your heart has won the battle.
                      I forever, surrender \(^_^)/


                                                                                                                                 Love, Kim.


~JJ to YH, Heartless & Heartfelt

Happy Birthday, Love...



Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Just...




#UKNOW he would and sometimes...I don't know if he should...

Monday, January 19, 2015

Damaged...



My love for you is selfish, always so selfish it’s always about me. I want you to be happy, but only if it’s with me.

~ Jae

His love never wavered, it might become tainted by his insecurity, anger and jealousy, but it never changed in its intensity.

~ Yunho


~Yunho and Jae, Damaged.

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

That Woman...



One woman loves you.
That woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow everyday,
That woman is laughing and crying.

That woman now is very careful
Therefore, to learning a method of smile
Even can not talk with best friend … too much
So the woman’s heart is always crying

So that woman…
Is loving you…
Such a fool. Because it is such a fool
can you hug me?

I also want to be loved, my dear
Day by day in my heart, only in my heart…
just like this calling you
That woman, is still in your side

That woman… is me, do you know ?
Or You know it but still act this ?
You really do not know,because you´re a big fool …

Just How..How much more
Do I have to gaze at you alone.
This love that came like the wind, This love like a beggar.
If I continue this way, will you love me?

Just come a little nearer..a little more..
If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back.
I who love you am next to you now.
That woman is crying.

Happy New Year...

Welcome 2015. Hope this year bring more happiness than before.

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Stay



I don’t hear about you as much these days
I used to laugh and cry by hearing about you once in a while
It feels like you’re getting farther away
I spend days, trembling in anxiety

My earnest heart becomes lingering feelings that torture you
Nights without you get drenched by me
With dried lips, I still call out to you
Stay by my side

Meet other girls
and see how good I was to you
Just like embracing thorns,
even with scars, I pulled you in
Fine, do whatever you want without me,
I’ll go pick you up not too late
We’re just taking a break right now,
it’s still not over

Even if you meet someone else
Even if I’m not your love anymore
So I can feel you at least a little bit
Stay close to me my love

Don’t get far away baby, stay by my side
Don’t get apart from me baby, stay by my side
Don’t go away, so some day when you come back
You will be comfortable

Stay by my side
Stay by my side
Even if I live without you, it feels like I’m dead
Now come back to me...

Time : 12시 30분



A noisily breaking glass bottle,
is that how we are?
The sky seems so low,
it seems like it’ll collapse at any time
You used to ask why I came so late,
that you waited for me, happy for my love
But now you’re frozen,
colder than a stranger you run into by chance

Your bright smile (bright smile)
your warm embrace (your face)
It feels like I can’t see it or touch it now,
it scares me

Right now,
we’re like the clock hands at 12:30
Our backs turned against each other, looking at different places,
about to throw everything away
Right now, we’re like the clock hands at 12:30
We’re walking to a place
that we can never return from

Time used to follow us but now it has stopped
Instead of an “us” it’s just “you” and “me”
Rather than saying every little thing passed by
It feels like I’ve lost it instead,
your hands used to be so warm
I already know you were being shaken
so I held onto you tighter
I held you, I trapped you,
because my love became more venomous
Yeah I know it’s all my fault but
I couldn’t let go
of the feelings, the hope

Your bright smile (bright smile)
your warm embrace (your face)
It feels like I can’t see it or touch it now,
it scares me

Right now,
we’re like the clock hands at 12:30
Our backs turned against each other, looking at different places,
about to throw everything away
Right now, we’re like the clock hands at 12:30
We’re walking to a place
that we can never return from

When our break up starts to kneel before me
Then I believe time will follow us once again,
I believe that time will come
I’m letting you go right now,
I’m letting you go and everything has stopped
But I believe the broken clock
will move once again

Right now,
we’re like the clock hands at 12:30
Our backs turned against each other, looking at different places,
about to throw everything away
Right now, we’re like the clock hands at 12:30
We’re walking to a place
that we can never return from

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Will You Marry Me?



Will you marry me?
Will you live forever with me?
For loving each other

I want to have children, the one looks like me, another one looks like you
And live together happily for a hundred or a thousand years
I love you more than you love me
And people say that is the best between a man and a woman

Marry me, there’s a feeling of happiness everyday
And I look forward for tomorrow with you
That's why I'm nervous
You're the best, no matter how much I see you
Until our black hair becomes white
Until our lives end
Even I put water to your hands, I won't put tears in your eyes

You as my half, I as your half
I’ll love you as long as I breathe
When time goes by and we get wrinkles
You and I will be together like now

I’ll love you more, I’ll protect you
If you're crying, having a hard time and being hurt, I’ll feel it with you
I’ll love you forever, I’ll protect you forever
I want to love only you everyday
I’m thankful that I’ve met someone like you

You’re like the light which lightened up my dark life
The sound of soup boiling greeting me
The rain that falls on my thirsty heart
The poem that contains the meaning of love
The string of destiny that the heavens have allowed
The meeting between you and I was meant to be
You’ll be irreplaceable even if I was given the whole world

You’ll be the only person in my life forever
If you're crying, having a hard time and being hurt, I’ll feel it with you
I’ll love you forever, I’ll protect you forever
I want to love only you everyday
I’m thankful that I’ve met someone like you

Will you marry me?

Sunday, September 14, 2014

I’m Fine Thank You...



Tears are blocking my sight again
In case I see you
It has already gotten late without me knowing
Again today, I only waited for you

I call out to you like a fool
Some day, you’ll see me too
I wait for a long time while tears well up
Like this, another day passes

Just for today, I cry
Be happy forever, good bye
It’s okay if you think of me and smile sometimes
I’m fine thank you
Thank you

If you go on with your life as nothing happened
You might forget me
Even if you remember me sometimes
I’ll be fine so don’t worry

When I miss you so much that it’s hard
Be the wind and blow over to me
Sometimes, call my name from the hill over there
Then run to me and hold me tight

I’m fine thank you
Thank you...