Its' only been a year but it's felt longer than that.
It's only been a year but my heart never stop hurting.
It's only been a year but my world seems had it end.
People said memories will be there forever but...
how long will I remember it properly?
how long will I live by treasure it solely?
how long will I have to go on just only with it?
People said time will heal but...
why my heart still bleed?
why my tears can't stop?
why my soul has lost its joy?
Day by day seems hard to go on.
Day by day missing you like crazy.
Day by day regret keep coming to me.
So many what if.
Keep telling my heart to live well, live fully, just live but I just can't.
Need you here to keep me alive.
There's no word to describe how precious you are to me.
I love you mama. I'll miss you forever.