One Way Love...

You think I’m selfish
That’s what I thought about you
You need to get it straight
You’re so selfish

You decide on what we eat
You do whatever you want
When we fight and make up, you do it your way
My thoughts aren't that important to you

You don’t let me meet my friends
But you go out drinking all night long
You don’t even know how my heart is rotting away
But you’re so busy taking care of your friends

Are you finished? Every time we decide something
You do it on your own without love or care
You’re a selfish guy who only thinks about himself
I’m a victim, I regret this the more I think about it
It’s obvious, I know what you said
to your friends about me
Why don’t you know that that’s just spitting in your own face?
Ask anyone if what you’re doing is love

We still don’t know love
You still need to experience it,
you need to be in more pain
We still don’t know how to break up
You’re really a bad boy,
you will regret this

You only know yourself
You only think about you
Stop driving me crazy
Stop doing whatever you want...

Growing Old Together...

I know I can’t promise you an always for everything, yet looking at you right now makes me want to at least try. We'll make wonderful moments together so that when you grow old and look back to the past, you'll never cry over sad memories ever again.When you grow old, I'll be right next to you, of course. By then, you'll be mumbling words I'll barely understand, partly due to my deteriorating hearing. But I won't mind... because it's what will keep me through the day.

~ Yunnie to Jae

And I’ll complain about our morning walks together yet go anyway because I’ll worry of other oldies hitting on you. I won’t even have to carry my walking stick because you’ll always hold me close so I won’t fall over. The two of us growing old together most definitely a pretty picture.

~ Jae to Yunnie

~Yunnie and Jae, Lets Play Pretend.

Love Is Selfish...

No matter where you are, whether in this lifetime or not, I will always love you.

Royal Prince Yunho to Jae, Hourglass.

Letter For You...

Jung Yunho, Yunho, Yunho, Yunho, our leader, Yunho, are you tired recently?

My Yunho, the reason he become leader is because he has tolerate all the hardships. 

Whenever I see your fatigue body, I think that way, I want to help shoulder some burden but I’m always unable to. I know when we received the award, the other members were crying but you were holding it in and only hid in the toilet and cry when we reached home. Therefore, thank you for your letter but what was the content of the letter?

“Sleep earlier, if you don’t sleep I’ll kill you,”

Yunho, there would be no me if not for you.

My other half, Yunho. I love you.

~ Jaejae to Yunnie

BEAST - Shadow (그림자)

Happy 32nd Birthday Love...

Wish you all the best and stay healthy.

That’s All I Need...

Will I even get married before I turn thirty?
My heart is hurt from only giving love, what do I do?

My heart hurts even at the persistent sound of rain...
Innocent and soft-hearted, I have a lot of tears...

No matter how much I want and beg...
There’s only your empty spot, filled with tears...

Will you come before the morning comes?
I only look at you like a fool...

You see I don’t usually do this but
I really need you tonight...

I write and tear up this letter tens and hundreds of times...
Why is love only so heavy to me?
I cry, I cry all day till morning comes...
I don’t know if that’s the sun or moon, I don’t know if it’s day or night...

I want you to give me love...
That’s all I need.

We Can Learn To Love Again...

Right from the start...

You were a thief...

You stole my heart...

And I your willing victim...

I let you see the parts of me...

That weren't all that pretty...

And with every touch you fixed them...

Now you've been talking in your sleep...

Things you never say to me...

Tell me that you've had enough of our love...

Just give me a reason...

Just a little bit's enough...

We're not broken just bent...

And we can learn to love again.

Bogoshipda...

I miss you… 

I miss what we used to be… 

I miss those sweet little messages, those long crazy talks… 

I miss all those things that you use to do only for me… 

I miss all that, but most of all

I miss that old you and me.

Love Is Him And Me...

Love is when he makes up jokes just to hear me laugh out loud.
Love is when he wants to talk to me on phone even while he is eating

so that he can share his first bite with me.
Love is when he finds all excuses to stay away from his friends on weekends 

so that he can keep his head on my lap and just relax.
Love is when he keeps coming back because neither of us can get enough.

Love is when he wants to spend all his time with me 

even though he is surrounded by hundreds of beautiful women.
Love is when he stops what he’s doing so he can look over at me and smile.
Love is when he knocks into me just to see me smile back at him.
Love is when I can’t be angry with him longer than five seconds.
Love is when he makes me feel like the most loved woman on the planet.
Love is him and me, just him and me…

Vows...

Even I would only burden you more with my lacking skill of the cooking,
iron your clothes and clean up our house.
Even you will not get any breakfast in the morning when I wake up late,
that I could not prepare you a dinner because I can’t cook.
Even I can’t become a perfect wife for you and not as beautiful as others.
Would you stay to love and cherish only me forever?.

~ Joongie to Yunnie

I love you more than you think,
even you always burden me because of your lacking skill of cooking,
ironing my clothes and cleaning up our house.
Even I can’t eat the breakfast you prepare but that’s okay since I can do it
and wake you up so you not going to be late.
It’s okay if you don’t prepare me dinner because you can’t cook well
as long as you always with me when I had dinner.
Its okay even if you are not a perfect and beautiful as others
as long as you always been perfect and beautiful wife in my eyes.
I really love you, do you love me?

~ Yunnie to Joongie

~Yunnie and Joongie, The Wedding Story.

I Will Show You...

You’re probably wearing the clothes I bought you
You probably put on the cologne I bought you
And right now, you’re probably meeting her and laughing

Did you like her that much that you had to leave me?
How much more do I have to be better?

No matter how much I try to erase you
We spent so many days together
The past times are so regrettable that tears keep flowing but…

I neatly change my hairstyle and carefully apply my makeup
With my high heels and short skirt, everyone turns to look at me

If I ever run into you, I will give a dazzling smile
Pass by your surprised face and click clack go on my way

I will throw away the ring you gave me
I will erase the letters you wrote me
Without lingering attachment, without regret, I’ll forget you
I wanna forget you, I wanna erase you

I will show you a completed changed me
I will show you a way prettier me
I don’t wanna cry like a fool over love, over you who left

I will meet a hotter guy and I will show you for sure
A me who is happier than you
I won’t be sad without you, I won’t break down
Boy you gotta be aware

Happy New Year 2013

Not all of us can do great things. But we can do small things with great love.