Let Me Love You...

Much as you blame yourself, you can't be blamed for the way you feel
Had no example of a love, that was even remotely real
How can you understand something that you never had
If you let me, I can help you out with all of that.

Let me love you and I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself
Let me love you and all your trouble
Don't be afraid, let me help
A heart of numbness, gets brought to life
I'll take you there.

I can see the pain behind your eyes
It's been there for quite a while
I just wanna be the one to remind what it is to smile
I would like to show you what true love can really do.

For every heart that beats
Let me love you.

Love Declaration...

To My Love,

Why are you doing this to me? 

Do you know that I never loved someone the way I love you? 

This feeling is so strong. 

I have fallen in love with you the first time I saw you. 

There are no words that I can speak, 

no song that I can sing, 

and no gesture that I can show, 

to prove my love for you, for the love I have for you has no definition.

How can I describe the sheer joy I feel with the very thought of you? 

How simply hearing your voice causes my heart to beat faster, 

my pulse to race and my smile to widen. 

How can just one person give me so much a hope for a future I have always dreamed of? 

You have opened my heart and awakened my soul. 

You are my one and only true love. 

That is how I know that our love is everlasting. 

You have touched my life in so many ways,

being there for me at a time when all hope was lost.

When I was deserted and thought that the world has come to an end, 

you stood by me all through the rough and tough times. 

You made me understand that life is all about appreciation and understanding 

but must be appreciated first before understanding.

Love, today,

I declare my love for you alone, no one but you and it's from the bottom of my heart. 

I promise to be there for you in good and bad time because you are worth dying for. 

My Love, I love you.

And someday, maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, 

but surely someday, I will have the pleasure of calling you MINE.

Love Truly, 

Your Other Half.

For Both Of Us...

Yours

Mine

Wish

My Dream

Ours

Us

Heaven on earth

Ours

My other half will know what I want...
My other half also will know what I really want for both of us...

What My Heart Wants To Say....

You're amazing so amazing.
Have I told you enough.
You're my angel, guardian angel.
God knows I've been blessed with love.

A love so tender.
I surrender to this feeling
So true.
My affirmation.
My inspiration.
Darling I have been blessed with you.

But if I been gone tomorrow,
If I was gone forever,
Would you know how deep my loves goes?
Would you know how much I care?
Would you know how deep my loves goes?

Have I ever told you,
You're the one.
You make me feel like flying.
I'm sailing on your ocean.
That everytime you look at me.
You see it in my eyes.

If the words don't come my way.
I hope you still know.
I hope it still shows.
Hope you still know what my heart wants to say.

Art of Love

Love him like you will lose him tomorrow.
Love him like there is no future for you.
Hold on to him as if he would slip away at any minute.
Life flashes by so quickly, cherish these moments
and make good memories with each other.
Don't argue and fight.

Promise...

"Junhyung oppa, please take care of Hyunseung oppa. Promise me?"
"Yes. I promise. *Laughed and hooked on the little finger as a sign of pinky promise*"

- B2uty to Junhyung, Goyang City Art Hall Fansign 120804.

Sweet Confession...

"Being able to sing the song that you composed, is one of the privileges that I, as a member of BEAST, can enjoy right? Even though there are so many songs, so many raps, I consider yours the best~"

- Hyunseung to Junhyung, Japan Fanmeet 120808.

Love is...

Love is the new beginning,
love is appreciating every little thing, like food,
love is sharing pains,
love is the feelings of anxiety, lust, desire and want, denial and greed.

Love is uncontrollable, unbreakable, uncertainty, selfish and throbbing pains,
but love is also realization, selfless acts, ultimate happiness, balance and
the ability of letting love go, maybe is an act of love.

Or maybe love is a promise that lives in the heartbeats of those

who are giving it and receiving it.

And when you know what love really is,
love becomes an understatement.

Midnight...

How are you? Do you think of me from time to time?
In this long night, I close my eyes again
I think of you, I can't sleep, this is how I'm doing

The night is especially longer tonight, this night without you
I'm regretting that day I let you go
(Continuously muted and slowly forgotten)
That is how you will be one day

This night I can't fall asleep in So sad tonight
This night I can't spend with you
In the midnight a a a midnight
This Midnight I can't sleep from my thoughts of you

This night that found me again So sad tonight
This night I greet again without you
In the midnight a a a midnight a
This midnight I can't fall asleep without you

You found me faster than the time I take to blink
The love that left me, dear you can’t do this to me
Enough, it's enough, stop hurting me
This night I call pathetic never seems to end

Even though I don't want to bring up past stories
But I must have really liked you
(Continuously remembered and slowly yearning)
As more time elapses

This night I can't fall asleep in So sad tonight
This night I can't spend with you
In the midnight a a a midnight
This Midnight I can't sleep from my thoughts of you

This night that found me again So sad tonight
This night I greet again without you
In the midnight a a a midnight a
This midnight I can't fall asleep without you

That little star twinkling above, comfort me
Tonight is the night where everything collapses with no where else to rest
That little star twinkling above, comfort me
Collapsing without anywhere to rest

The night I count the stars, the night that slowly transforms because of the changing seasons
However, this night is still the night I still can't seem to fall asleep

This night that found me again So sad tonight
This night I greet again without you
In the midnight a a a midnight a
This midnight I can't fall asleep without you

Night I Count the Stars

In the skies with passing seasons
It’s full of the autumn.

Without any worries
I plan on counting all the stars in the autumn sky.

The one or two stars I hold in my heart
The reason I can’t count them
Is it because I realize the morning is coming,
Or it is because I realize I have tomorrow night as well,
It’s because I realize that my youth has yet to pass.

One star the memories
One star the love
One star the loneliness
One star the adoration
One star the poem
One star Mother, Mother

Mother, in one star, I say a beautiful thing at a time.
The names of the students I shared a table with in elementary school, Pe, Kyung, Ock, the names of these foreign students, the name of girls who already became mothers, the names of poor people, pigeons, puppies, rabbits, mule, deer, Fransis Jammes, Reiner, Maria, Rilke, I call out the names of these poets.

They are all so far away from me.
Just like how the stars are

Mother,
And you are far away in Bukgando.

I miss something
On top of this hill covered with so many star lights
I write my name, 
And covered it with dirt.

In its own way, the bug that stays up crying throughout the night
It realizes the embarrassing truth of its name.

But when the winter passes and the spring finds its way to my stars,
Like the green blades of grass growing on a grave mound
On top of the hill with my name written
The grass will grow proudly and flourish

I Am, I’m Music

I'm not a poet
And I can't talk like a poet
I just say whatever that comes to mind
Just whatever path my heart is headed

I'm not an artist
The beauty of light and dark
I can't draw that
I can only draw my heart's hope in my dreams

I'm not an actor
I don't know how to act
I want to live without lies, just the way it is
I want myself to seen the way I am
The way I am

I'm the major, I'm the minor, I'm the chorus, I'm the melody
My word, my sentence, my expression, my rhythm is in the music
I'm the beat, I'm the resting mark, I'm the harmony
I'm the forte, I'm the piano, the dreams and fantasy

I am, I'm, I'm music

I can't imagine my life without music

I'm not a philosopher
I don't know anything
At the place everyone is laughing and huddled around
I'm always just there

I don't know my manners
I can careless if people tell me I'm disrespectful
I despise dull things
I don't want it, I don't need something like an ordinary life

I think my heart is about to burst
I search for freedom and glory
Even though I may not know where I have to go
I'm willing to leave, wherever that may be

Love me exactly the way I am

I'm the major, I'm the minor, I'm the chorus, I'm the melody
My word, my sentence, my expression, my rhythm is in the music
I'm the beat, I'm the resting mark, I'm the harmony
I'm the forte, I'm the piano, the dreams and fantasy

I am, I'm, I'm music

Love me exactly the way I am

My Wish...

If I could have 3 wishes,
I wouldn’t wish for the stars, the moon and the riches in this life.
But for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week, and 13 months a year so
I can spend the longer time with you.

Sadly I know you do not belong to me, so
I will pray to God again and say;
I don’t need 3 wishes, just give me one wish.
I would just wish, please let him be happy, forever.

I want...

I want to be your bed in your room for just a day
I want to make you go to sleep, comfortably, warmly in my arms
For you, i'd win over all your problems and all your busy errands,
Even the monster in your dream

I wonder how a day without me passes by for you
I'm so curious to how much you really love me

I want to be your diary in your little drawer
I want to put all your secrets in my heart, without you knowing

I want to be your kitty for just a day
You feed it warm milk and softly embrace it
Seeing your playfulness with the cat and your cute kisses to it
I guess I even felt a little jealous

My heart is like this...
You're the only person who can see it
No matter who I see, or where I am,
I only look at you

I want to be your close lover just for a day
I'd be able to listen to your accomplishments
And even your complaints
Just for you

In my heart, in my soul
Love is still something thats awkward to me but
I want to you give you everything in this world
Even if it would only be in my dreams

My heart is like this
Just the fact that I can watch over you,
Makes me so grateful, I'm so happy, even if I lack a lot

I want to be your lover forever
When you are in my arms, I want to become stone
So we can stay this way forever...

Proposal of a Decade...

"Baby... ten years ago, when I proposed to you.. I told you that,

I want to be the one feeding you when you're hungry..
I want to be the one who wipe your tears whenever you cry..
I want to be the one cheering for you when you feel down..
I want to be the one kissing you whenever you're happy..
I want to be the one who calm you down whenever you're angry..
I want to be the one hugging you whenever you need someone..
I want to be the one who is always there for you even when you don't need me..

I'm still working on those promises.. Now that we've reached out tenth anniversary..

I want to be the one who grow old with you..
I want to be the one who walk with you down the river after we've handed our daughter to the man of her dreams..
I want to be the one who carries you when you get too tired to move..
I want to be the one who leave before you when you feel that your time is up..

I vowed once, I vowed twice.. and this is the tenth vow..
I vowed to love you till my last breath.. and in paradise shall we live together eternally.. it has been a pretty tough journey..

Lee Donghae.. are you still willing to go through this married life with me..?"

Eunhyuk to Donghae, Little Sunshine Grace With Love.

Once In Lifetime...

This is just another day
That I would spend waitin' for the right one
Staring at the night and wishin' I could be the one
To feel the warm sun
Your a dream but I'm wide awake
I'm in Heaven

For heaven sakes
I could never need you more than now

Tell me
That your living in a place
Where no one else can find you

Tell me
That your singing out my name
Hoping that I'll hear you

Tell me "no"
And I'll fade away
But this is lovin' that I wont waste
I could never need you more than now

What are the words I'm needin' to hear
How do I know if I'll ever love again
Seeing your face makes everything clear
And I will never be the same

You were worth waiting for
You the one that I adore
This kind of love
You'll only find once lifetime

If We Really Love Each Other...

I do realize that if we really do love each other:

We can't take off eyes from each other,
We can't take off hands from each other,
We just can't stop missing each other,
We can't stop thinking about each other,
We just simply bliss in love of each other.

But I do realize that:

We can't see in the other eyes without glaring,
We can't even talk with each other without yelling,
We just can't stop thanking God when one of us gone,
We just can't stand each others present without fighting,
We just simply hate each other.

So I know it's just only me who fall deeply in love with you...
It's make me completely insane.

My Life Complete With You...

As we pass by a fragrant road in this beautiful season
My cautious footsteps pound in my head
When you come closer while smiling for me
It feels like all the happiness in this world is mine.

The late afternoon sun wakes me up
And I don't know why but I smile.

Although it might still be far in the future
I don't want it to just be a dream
Just one love
I hope to walk the same road together with you.

Good morning Your morning call that wakes me up everyday
It feels like a morning we share together.

You are more sweeter
Than the pretty candy you gave to me like in a movie.

Your love is just too precious
Oh it's true If we just look at each other
I want to be by yourself.

Although as time passes, we may change
Let's not let go of our hands
Just for love
Let's let this be our last love forever
I wish for that.

To make my life complete
You make my life complete...

It's War

Shut up, i don't even wanna hear it
Beg until your tears dry up
I will see the end of this, just watch
You messed with the wrong person

We were in love and i only had her
But why, why did you touch my girl - no way

I brush myself off and get up
As much as i suffered, you just watch
You mess with love, you mess with friendship - just watch

Just at the thought of you, my body shakes
I can't forgive you - from now on -

It's war, you coward - just watch
You made her cry again
You coward, you, who messed with my love
It's war

On the day she left, you pretended not to know and told me to forget it all
I trusted you, you were my friend - how could you do this to me
I will curse you from now on

Will you please shut that dirty mouth
I will give back these painful tears to you
Engrave this in your ear - i will never leave you alone

You probably knew that i would find out sometime
I can't forgive you - from now on -

It's war, you coward - just watch
You made her cry again
You coward, you just watch - you made her cry again
(don't you cry cry cry) she's crying because of you again
(she said bye.. ) it's all over now
(don't you cry cry cry)
You, who messed with my love - it's war

It's war, you coward - just watch
You made her cry again
You coward, you just watch - you made her cry again
(don't you cry cry cry) she's crying because of you again
(she said bye.. ) it's all over now
(don't you cry cry cry)
You, who messed with my love - it's war

We're Never Perfect...

He’s not perfect.
You aren’t either,
and the two of you will never be perfect.

But if he can make you laugh at least once,
causes you to think twice,
and if he admits to being human and making mistakes,
hold onto him and give him the most you can.

He isn’t going to quote poetry,
he’s not thinking about you every moment,
but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break.

Don’t hurt him,
don’t change him,
and don’t expect for more than he can give.

Don’t analyze.
Smile when he makes you happy,
yell when he makes you mad,
and miss him when he’s not there.

Love hard when there is love to be had.
Because perfect guys don’t exist,
but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you...