Think Of You...

You once make me feel special...
Then suddenly you leaves me hanging...
All I do just act like I don't care at all...

My heart drops every time I hear your name...
I fall back in love every time I see you...
But it doesn't change how wrong you did me...

They said no time is too long, no distance is too far...
If we made for each others...
Then I know we are not meant to be...
Cause you are so close yet too far to reach...

I'm leaving you behind...
All I want is the best for you...
Even if it means swallowing the sad reality...
That the best just isn't me...
And I'm nothing without you.

I Even Thought of Marriage...

Don’t worry and leave me...
I don’t die because you’re not around... Good bye.
Hurry up and just go...
Before I run over to you blocking and holding onto you...

Our relationship is up to this point...
It’s certain that we’re not fate...
Since we’re gonna separate can you listen to my last remark...

I even thought of marriage...
in the same house in the same room, sleeping and waking up together...
I was gonna love you like no other...
and my dream became water bubbles all at once...

Sudden surge of our memories...
Memories which can’t be erased without tears...
I can’t even sleep, I’m going to cry with eyes swollen...
I’m gonna miss you...

I know myself well...
I probably won’t be able to stand it and find you again...
when that time comes, don’t meet me...

It’s good bye for real now...
I wanted to hear “I Love You” in the end...
I couldn’t hear the words I heard everyday anymore...

Sayonara...

Time, Please Stop...

Stop right there before I show tears...
Stop right there before separation comes...
So you can't leave, so you can't abandon me and leave...
From here on, time please stop...

The footsteps that are trying to leave,
paste them onto the ground...
Also paste the lips that is trying to say separation...
So you can't leave, so you can't abandon me and leave...
From here on, time please stop...

Saying farewell, how am I supposed to be well...
How am I supposed to send you away while smiling...
I can't do that kind of stuff...
I'll pretend I didn't hear it...
Don't say anything and stop right there...

I said we should break up through anger...
I even spitted on the face that was smiling...
I only paid back what you have done to me...
You can't come now and just throw me away...

Just because they're words, does it all make sense?
How are you saying bye to me?
I don't understand those words, I'll pretend I didn't hear it...
The feet walking away, stop right there...

Time, please stop right there...

Years Later...

It feels like I've been dreaming for a long time...
I've wandered and wandered around for a while...
As if we made a promise...
Standing here in front of each other...
like that day from eight seasons ago...

Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together...
Those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time...
They're all coming back to me now and
I don't think my heart can take it...
I've even restrained myself at the thought of you...
How has your two year been?

For a long time I've been living, having forgotten of you...
For a while, I thought I was doing fine...
However I started to realize it as time pass by
That I am nothing without you...

At that time, If only we had been a bit more mature...
If only we knew how we would be right now...
I have no confidence in overcoming these endless regrets...
So I've had to just repress them...
Couple year has pass like that...

Could your feelings perhaps be the same as mine?
Will you give me another chance?
I know now that we can never part of each other
The one person I love and love again.

I wish we can go back to our first days...
To the beautiful, happy and loving days...
Those heart-breaking stories and vain arguments
Just bury all of that now...
And promise that we won't take them out again...
No matter how many seasons pass and how many years go by...
I hope we won't meet like today again...

I Love You...

I Believe...

When you told me you loved me...
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right...

When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know
That you would go...
That you would run...

Baby, I thought you were the one...

Last Words...

My Love...

By the time you read this, I guess I won't be by your side already...
You always tells me that I'm your everything, your life,
And you can't live without me.
You can...

The happiest moment of my life was with you...
Every single day was meaningful, was beautiful...
It was like a dream. A sweet dream...

I once told you...
Thank you for appearing in my life and making it wonderful.
I meant every single word I say...
Even till now and the rest of my life...
Getting to know you, understands you and loving you...
I have no regrets...

Remember the awesome memories we have together...
But, please do not stop to make more of it...
Thank you for being my love, my soulmate, my the other half...

If you need me, I will be there. Right up there...
Smiling when you are smiling...
Angry when you are...
And sad when you are...

I Love You Always. Past, Present, Future.
With every ounce of my heart...

Love Eternally,

Your Love...