Love Easy To Forget...

Even when my heart hurts, don't cry...
Even when I want to die, don't die...
If he want to leave, let him go...
Even if I want to hold on to him, don't.

Farewells are like this, at first it really, really hurts,
The sky is falling and everything else crashes, it's all chaos,
At times I can't sleep because I am mad,
And sometimes I can't sleep because I miss you so much,
And then it all starts to fade after that.

Don't act foolish, why I'm so weak?
The race has ended, but why I'm still running?
Do I really think that will make the other person feel guilty?
Isn't it better to move on and live?
Even when I know that farewell comes after love,
It is really hard to take it in,
Even when the lights turned off, this stupid love doesn't cool down.

But did you still love me? Genuinely love me?
Stop trying to know, who am I acting so foolish?
The moment I turn around they are just another person I don't know...
That is the cold true relationship between a guy and a girl.

Even when it feels like I am going to die at the moment,
Love is easy to forget,
If I must compare, it's like the candy stuck in my throat,
At first it's sweet, but when you accidentally swallow it,
It hurts as if your heart is all clogged up
This isn't the end, just the beginning,
Let's just rest a for a bit and make room for the new person to come in,
Because two minus one isn't zero it's one...

I have to keep enduring, I need to live somehow,
Don't hate anyone, don't even act foolish.

Because LOVE easy to forget.

Light Of My Sorrow, JunSeung...

You are My Virus...

I’m fine with waiting,
I’m fine with you not wanting to look at me,
Just stay next to me...

I’m fine with you cursing,
I’m fine with you hurting me,
I will do better...

I will hold it in,
Even if you hate me,
Even if you keep pushing me away...

Don’t leave me,
Don’t get a new girl,
I will bear everything for you,
I will love you a little more...

You are my virus,
You will make it harder on me,
You will make it painful for me,
When I look at you again,
My heart will hurt,
But still I want you,
I want you again and again,
I crazily want you...

I love you so much,
Even if i’m in pain after pain,
Even if i might lose everything,
I love you until the day I die...

Leave to me boy,
Take me with you,
Leaving that black wall behind,
Let’s head towards that dusk,
Remove that curtain covering the space between you and I,
Even thought it’s so hot that I might burn,
I will still jump in so that you won’t have to do anything,
Slowly, little by little, I will blend in...

I will hold it in,
Even if you hate me,
Even if you keep pushing me away,
Even if it hurts this much,
I love you...

It might not be the love that is beautiful,
It might not be the love that is blessed,
But if I can reach you,
I’m satisfied...

Just loving you,
I’m satisfied with just that...

Because you are my virus.

How Great Is Your Love...

In your smile that's like a spring day,
The whole world gets brighter.
It makes me dream again.

On the day where the sun sparkles,
I hold your hand and walk in sync with your footsteps.
When I sometimes walk ahead and suddenly look back,
That face that looks at me is so eye-blinding.

When I hear the sound of spring coming,
I walk on the path with the bloomed flowers.
When the rainy summer comes, I walk as I see the rainbow.
When autumn passes and winter comes, with the warmth from our hands.
We walk together – how great is your love.

I always waited for a love that resembles the sky to be given to me.
On the day where the stars twinkle, I walk to the melody of the birds.

Your seasons that go round and round, repeating like a secret.
In that unchanging love, my eyes are blinded.

You became a bright light to me, who was exhausted by the world.
Even if winter comes at the end of this narrow road, we walk together.
If you would hold my hand, to me, this rough world will be like spring days.
How great is your love

Perfect Two...

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

You can be the prince and I can be your princess...
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist...
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces...
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages...
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser...
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper...
You can be as cold as the winter weather...
But I don't care as long as were together...

You know that I'll never doubt ya...
And you know that I think about ya...
And you know I can't live without ya...
I love the way that you smile...
And maybe in just a while...
I can see me walk down the aisle...

Don't know if I could ever be without you...
'Cause boy you complete me...
And in time I know that we'll both see...
That we're all we need...

Cause you're the apple to my pie...
You're the straw to my berry...
You're the smoke to my high...
And you're the one I wanna marry...

Cause you're the one for me...
And I'm the one for you...
You take the both of us...
Because baby, me and you...
We're the perfect two.

"Good Man"

You could catch me in the Gentlemen’s club
Substitutin’ lap dances just for love, love, love
goin’ home to an empty house
Thinkin’ who should I call for some fun, hey

I never knew love until you, love
Never thought that I’d fall in love
Till you brought out of me
The man I always knew I could be, baby

I can count the lovers that I’ve had
And all of those relationships gone bad
I wanna thank you for guiding me
And showing me the love

I was just a boy and not a man
Falling deep in love was not the plan
Baby, because of you and what you do
You made me a good man, oh, baby

Used to change my numbers every other week
Gettin’ crazy crank calls from them freaks i'd meet
In V.I.P with a bottle of somethin’
Tryin’ hard to push on some heat

‘Cause I-I never knew love until you, love
You showed me a true love
You gave me the chance
Now I understand how to be a good man, oh, yes

I can count the lovers that I’ve had (I’ve had)
All of those relationships gone bad (Relationships)
I wanna thank you for guiding me
And showing me the love (The love, yes)

I was just a boy and not a man (Not a man, no)
Falling deep in love was not the plan
Baby, because of you (You, you, you) and what you do
You made me a good man

Thank you for lovin’ me
Where is the love that you promised to love and
When was the love that we share, where is your love,
oh, yeah
But if it ain't you, my love’s for nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
(Oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...)

I can count the lovers that I’ve had (Baby, baby)
All of those relationships gone bad
I wanna thank you for guiding me
And showing me the love

I was just a boy and not a man
Falling deep in love was not the plan
Baby, because of you and what you do
You made me a good man, oh, baby

It’s all because of
you-you-you-you-you-you-you-you-you

I'll Find You...

For me
It is changed sincere heart
I say “What should I do? What should I do?”
It is but a extremely faraway, a very faraway love
It is you whom my heart
Definitely can’t give up

I stand here, to find back your laughter
The painful tears from your heart
I am here to catch them all
I make a road that I will definitely not forget, your crystal-clear love
Because we will surely find, our love again

Without you, even without you
Will i be able to live well?
It is always the two of us even in the dream that dream..
Resemblance of you, the times that resembles you
It is the lingering love
That I definitely can’t give up

The empty love, even with the sadness burning in the chest
I will not be able to push you out from my heart
Because the imperfect me is insignificant
Until the falling tears
Submerge every single memories
For you are my love, I will surely find you...

Gonna Make You Love Me...

I'm gonna make you love me...
I love you, I’m only happy when you are here...
I always just need you.

Even though I can’t say it right now...
Even when I keep getting nervous looking at you...
I always think of you...
You don’t know yet, You don’t know my love, I just need you...

I want you like this, I just keep seeing you...
In my head, it’s filled with the thoughts of you...
I’m so happy all day, I sing a song for you...
Anytime...

When you are so tired and facing hard times...
When you are in pain...
I’ll be satisfied if I’m the person you look for...
I’m happy with just that...

I was the silent one who said that,
I was never going to have a one-sided love in my life...
That I was going to meet someone who loves me...
But you are the boy that who broke all of that, how sad is this...
I leave a message on your phone using the emoticons that,
I thought were so corny...
You are the first boy who changed me this much...

Slowly I will move closer to you...
I will now tell you gathering up my courage...

I love you, I like you, I only need you...

Instead of some awkward relationship of love,
That doesn’t last for thousands of years...
The distance between you and I is like a road full of traffic...
It’s just feels hopeless, we aren’t even far or close...
I think it’s about time we got closer...
I’m a little impatient, but I’m not being forceful...
I just want to escape the nervousness and uncertainty of losing you...
I want to walk with you on a bright sunny day...

Because of you..
I only think of you now...
Love me, love me, only look at me.

When this door closes...

Before saying your last farewell to me...
Please stop for just a moment, and look at me while smiling...
Stay for just a bit, you who had given me light to me...
Even if it's the end, I don't want to show you my tears...

So...
While putting on a smile for you...
I say thank you, for making these happy memories...
Shining with an awkward smile I'm sending you away like this...

But...
When this door closes...
When the image of you disappears...
I'll probably spend the day in tears...
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone...
I wish that you'll be happier...

When I let go of this hand now...
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but...
When I see you smiling...
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile...

At the end of your long relationship with her...
Please know that it'll be me standing there, waiting...
I'll try to promise that I'll make you smile even more than those times...

But...
My heart has become weak...
Before I can be with you again...
So that you won't see me while my tears come out...
Please don't look back and just go...

When this door closes...
Just walk and never turn back for the unworthy person like me.

Forever...

I'll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever...

You are the sun,
You are my light,
And you're the last thing on my mind,
Before I go to sleep at night,
You're always round,
When I'm in need,
When trouble's on my mind,
You put my soul at ease...

There is no one in this world,
Who can love you like I do,
That is the reason that I,
Wanna spend forever with you,
And boy I pray you leave me, never...

Cause this is the world, where lovers often go astray,
But if we love each other, we won't go that way,
So put your doubts aside,
Do what it takes to make it right,
I love you, forever, no-one can tear us apart...

Love Is Punishment...

I should have not looked at you...
I should have lived in another world...
If I lived without knowing you...
I wouldn't have known this pain.

Even though everyday I erase you...
Even though every day I throw you away...
My heart has already hidden you inside...
And is not willing to let go, calling that love.

I believed love was happiness...
Love that can't be spoken is a punishment from the heavens...
My heart hurts every time I love you...
Because you live, wiping away your tears.

I have forgotten that you are my punishment...
My lips have forgotten you too...
I'm only scared that...
I might get crazy and tell you that I love you.

Should I love in my dreams...
As I cry and cry again...
And fall asleep in tears...
It's always the same after I wake up.

I love you, I love you like this...
Without anyone knowing, at a place where you aren't there, I'll say I love you...
For the fear that you may run after hearing it...
I love you without anyone knowing it.

I just said it just to laugh...
Why can't you understand how I feel...
I promised, but I am crazily in love again...
It's so cruelly gripping my heart and shaking me.

As I stand at the place where you left...
I still only look at you...
It hurts so, when will we...
Become strangers.

My heart doesn't stop...
Even if we said goodbye, we still loved each other...
It still seems like that now...
The pain doesn't wash away...
Even if I try to endure it...
It's so hard to live day by day without you...
You're my life.

You, you probably don't know...
The word "we" is slowly disappearing by your side...
Even if I promise again, my heart is so worn out...
That the word I love you...
Is starting to fade away.

If You Only Give Your Heart...

All alone - I see you standing there...
With nothing left to show me but your tears...
Feeling sad - what can you do?

Take a chance, you're gonna need someone...
To make you smile and chase away your fears...
Count on me - I care for you...

If you give your heart - and put your trust in me...
If you give your heart - I’ll try my best to be...
Everything you wanted and more...
It's you I adore - don't be afraid to try...

If you give your heart - I’ll give it all to you...
If you give your heart - I’ll make your dreams come true...
If you only give your heart...

Take my hand and walk along with me...
Love will be with you all the way...
So believe these words I say...

If you give your heart - and put your trust in me...
If you give your heart - I’ll try my best to be...
Everything you wanted and more...
It's you I adore - don't be afraid to try...

Give me a chance to always guide you...
Everywhere you may go...
And I will be there for you - whatever you do...
That's the one thing you should know...

I would give you the world - if you only give your heart.

There Is A Person...

There is a person,
Make me smile like an idiot only with his sweet words...
Make me flying only with his smile...
Make me feel blissful only with his appearance.

There is a same person,
Make me cry like crazy only with his cold words...
Make me sinking only with his glare eyes...
Make me feel miserable only with his disappearance.

He is the person,
Who can turn my smile to tears...
Who can turn my life upside down.

He is the same person,
Who I wish to hate in my entire life...
Who I wish to love till the end of my life.

You're My Unintended Choice...

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
He could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

I Hate You...

I hate you...
For make my life miserable...
For make me suffer...
For all my sleepless night.

I hate you...
For make me fall in love with you...
For make my heart hurts...
For all tears I shed for you.

I hate you but still my heart love you.

I'll Wait Because Of You...

It's killing me watching you being with her...
I'm dying just to see your sweet smile to her...
Knowing you enjoying your moment with her hurting me...
You just know how to make my life miserable...
Seriously, is there a sign over my heart that says "break this"?

I keep telling myself...
Dear heart..
Please, please get over him...
He is the reason why you're breaking.
So please, please move on.
But still my heart not listen.

My friends say I deserve someone better...
But that still doesn't make me want you any less.

My friends always ask till when I'll wait for you...
I don't like waiting too...
But if waiting means having you..
Then I'll wait until I have you.

I’ll stay…
May it will be more painful…
I’ll stay…
Even if it’ll cost me millions of pieces of my heart…

Because you mean the world for me...
And I think I Love You.

Think Of You...

You once make me feel special...
Then suddenly you leaves me hanging...
All I do just act like I don't care at all...

My heart drops every time I hear your name...
I fall back in love every time I see you...
But it doesn't change how wrong you did me...

They said no time is too long, no distance is too far...
If we made for each others...
Then I know we are not meant to be...
Cause you are so close yet too far to reach...

I'm leaving you behind...
All I want is the best for you...
Even if it means swallowing the sad reality...
That the best just isn't me...
And I'm nothing without you.

I Even Thought of Marriage...

Don’t worry and leave me...
I don’t die because you’re not around... Good bye.
Hurry up and just go...
Before I run over to you blocking and holding onto you...

Our relationship is up to this point...
It’s certain that we’re not fate...
Since we’re gonna separate can you listen to my last remark...

I even thought of marriage...
in the same house in the same room, sleeping and waking up together...
I was gonna love you like no other...
and my dream became water bubbles all at once...

Sudden surge of our memories...
Memories which can’t be erased without tears...
I can’t even sleep, I’m going to cry with eyes swollen...
I’m gonna miss you...

I know myself well...
I probably won’t be able to stand it and find you again...
when that time comes, don’t meet me...

It’s good bye for real now...
I wanted to hear “I Love You” in the end...
I couldn’t hear the words I heard everyday anymore...

Sayonara...

Time, Please Stop...

Stop right there before I show tears...
Stop right there before separation comes...
So you can't leave, so you can't abandon me and leave...
From here on, time please stop...

The footsteps that are trying to leave,
paste them onto the ground...
Also paste the lips that is trying to say separation...
So you can't leave, so you can't abandon me and leave...
From here on, time please stop...

Saying farewell, how am I supposed to be well...
How am I supposed to send you away while smiling...
I can't do that kind of stuff...
I'll pretend I didn't hear it...
Don't say anything and stop right there...

I said we should break up through anger...
I even spitted on the face that was smiling...
I only paid back what you have done to me...
You can't come now and just throw me away...

Just because they're words, does it all make sense?
How are you saying bye to me?
I don't understand those words, I'll pretend I didn't hear it...
The feet walking away, stop right there...

Time, please stop right there...

Years Later...

It feels like I've been dreaming for a long time...
I've wandered and wandered around for a while...
As if we made a promise...
Standing here in front of each other...
like that day from eight seasons ago...

Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together...
Those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time...
They're all coming back to me now and
I don't think my heart can take it...
I've even restrained myself at the thought of you...
How has your two year been?

For a long time I've been living, having forgotten of you...
For a while, I thought I was doing fine...
However I started to realize it as time pass by
That I am nothing without you...

At that time, If only we had been a bit more mature...
If only we knew how we would be right now...
I have no confidence in overcoming these endless regrets...
So I've had to just repress them...
Couple year has pass like that...

Could your feelings perhaps be the same as mine?
Will you give me another chance?
I know now that we can never part of each other
The one person I love and love again.

I wish we can go back to our first days...
To the beautiful, happy and loving days...
Those heart-breaking stories and vain arguments
Just bury all of that now...
And promise that we won't take them out again...
No matter how many seasons pass and how many years go by...
I hope we won't meet like today again...

I Love You...

I Believe...

When you told me you loved me...
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right...

When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know
That you would go...
That you would run...

Baby, I thought you were the one...

Last Words...

My Love...

By the time you read this, I guess I won't be by your side already...
You always tells me that I'm your everything, your life,
And you can't live without me.
You can...

The happiest moment of my life was with you...
Every single day was meaningful, was beautiful...
It was like a dream. A sweet dream...

I once told you...
Thank you for appearing in my life and making it wonderful.
I meant every single word I say...
Even till now and the rest of my life...
Getting to know you, understands you and loving you...
I have no regrets...

Remember the awesome memories we have together...
But, please do not stop to make more of it...
Thank you for being my love, my soulmate, my the other half...

If you need me, I will be there. Right up there...
Smiling when you are smiling...
Angry when you are...
And sad when you are...

I Love You Always. Past, Present, Future.
With every ounce of my heart...

Love Eternally,

Your Love...

My Mistake...

I’m still at the same place
I’m weary from wandering by your side
Even today, as I was wandering
Day has passed again and again.

Now I’m here
You know that my heart is hurting
Watching you smile makes my heart ache more

It’s my mistake for not making you love me more
It’s my mistake for loving you more than you love me
It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.

How much longer must I cry
As I’m trusting that promise, believing that promise
You lied to me to wait for you
Even my greedy side has grown tired

I knew I couldn’t have you
But my love for you just kept growing
It’s my mistake for waiting by myself
Regretting by myself loving you.

Even though my heart was hurting
It’s my mistake for not letting you go
I’m such a fool
I knew I would get hurt and couldn’t let go
it’s my mistake

Even though it could be all my mistake
That’s ok. As long as you’re there always…
Please forgive me for being like this.
Forgive the person who loved you...

14th February 2011...

Happy Belated Valentine's Day...

That's The Way I Love You...

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,

or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.

I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,

in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms

but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;

thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,

risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.



I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.

I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;

so I love you because I know no other way

in which there is no I or you

so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand

so intimate that when you fall asleep it is my eyes that close

Listen To My Heartbeat...

Can you feel my heartbeat?

The heart that you stepped all over and left
Is still beating and it's beating for you

No matter how hard I try to forget
No matter how many new people I meet
Why do I keep thinking of only you when I turn around
I don't want to do this anymore. I want to stop.
No matter how many times I try and try to stop myself
It's no use cause my heart is broken.

Why do I keep doing such foolish things
I know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
I'm holding on to you and can't let go.
It still feels like you're next to me.
I can't believe in farewell

No matter who I meet, I can't open up
I keep your place empty
There's no reason for you come back,
But why do I keep thinking that you might come back
Why isn't my heart listening

Listen to my heartbeat
It's beating for you
It's waiting for you
Don't I know that it's over
I don't understand why i'm like this
It still hurts thinking of you
I think of you every time my heart beats

I have to forget
I have to forget in order to live
I have to erase it
If I don't, I'll die
Stop trying to get him back, he ain't coming
He's gone, gotta be moving on
He left, he won't come back
He doesn't think of me

He doesn't know that i'm waiting for him, he's doing well
He already forgot about me, totally erased me.
Why can't I do that

Listen to my heartbeat
It's beating for you
It's waiting for you...

Deep in my heart...

The place that catches my eyes
is the place where he is…
The place that I look for
is the place where his heart remains with mine...

New Year, New Beginning...

Step by step I'm leaving you...
Even it's felt like dying...
I'll never look back...

I'll Live Well...

Even if love leaves me, even if my heart is bruised
It's all just for one moment anyway,
I was able to live well
It's not as if I was going to die

Bury your tears away,
Let's just work for now
Let's just be thankful at the fact that I once loved him to death

It's already in the past, what's the point in saying it?
I can't turn time back
What's the point of picking up my hurting heart again?
There's no point

They say that tears are woman's weapon
Let's not waste those tears on useless things

When I think of you ever so often and start to feel sad
I get with a group of friends and try to have fun in order to forget it all

Hating you won't change a thing so I'll just love you
It's just that I can't see you is all,
I'll think of you as much as I can bear

The wind is blowing past, it's making me shiver and cry
I try to hold it back but my throat is choking up
I try to call your name

I can't forget you even if I tried, I can't erase you
I have to smile like a man and let you go
but all I can do is cry...